Saturday, April 27, 2013

“Concluding Post: An Open Letter to My Students”



Dear my past, present, and future monkey friends,

I would like to take some time to share the importance of you as a student in my class, the importance of me as your teacher, and the importance of our life here together.  In order for me to do this, I strongly believe that you need to understand my life, my thinking, and my passion.  I am a very visual learner so I want you to visually understand how teaching is like gardening. 

Let me first share why I selected to compare teaching to gardening.  Ever since I was four, five, or six years old (your age when you were in my classroom) I loved helping both my mom and my grandparents in the garden.  I would run outside in the morning to help my Grandma pick off the dead flowers so that more would grow.  I would also assist in watering the flowers. The best part though was every night in the summer I would sneak my mom away.  We would take our lawn chairs out to the front garden where we would sit and watch the evening primroses pop open. This is where I learned how to count, shared endless silly stories, and learned about life from my mom.  Today I think back to that time and believe this saying. “Every flower is a soul blossoming in nature.” (Gerard DeNerval).   Now that I have grown up, gone through college, and have begun my teaching career, I still think back to those summers that I blossomed like a flower.  The reality for me is that, my friends, you are all flowers in my garden.  I have taken the time to tend to you, care for you, engage you in learning, and provide the essential learning objectives to watch you blossom as a kindergartner.  This is why I strongly believe that teaching is a lot like gardening. 

The most interesting idea to consider is that anyone can teach, just like anyone can plant a garden.  However, the people that put time into caring for and researching new ideas will become successful at both gardening and teaching.   I, as your teacher, had to and have to be ready for all of you.  All of my different, unique, loving little learners, just like gardens have to be ready for all the different flower seeds.  After all, not all flower seeds start off the same.  Some are small and some are long.  Some grow quickly, while others take more love and care to grow.  Are you beginning to see just how similar flowers and gardening are to teaching?  You are my flowers and you have to remember that. You must realize that “children and flower gardens reflect the kind of care they get.” Jackson Brown. Jr.  I am very aware that for you to succeed there are essential ingredients involved. I will start today with flower seeds.  Flower seeds need the perfect location of rich, nutritious soil, where their roots can stretch out.  They also need the extra nutrients, food, water and sun to keep them growing into a strong and beautiful flower.  Watch as I take each of these key ingredients of growing flowers and compare them with my own views on teaching and life. 

Lets begin with the seeds.  My friends, the seeds are you when you were first born.  Seeds are very fragile items that gardeners have to handle carefully.  Just like your parents had to handle you very carefully when you were a baby.  Many of you had baby brothers, sisters, and cousins when you were with me in class, during your kindergarten year.  Take a moment and remember just how carefully you had or have to hold your little baby brother, sister, or cousin.  Think of how your parents have to tend to them at all times to make sure they are safe, secure, and happy.

Also, as I have mentioned, seeds come in different sizes, shapes, and abilities.  Remember when we measured you on the first day of school.  I had you stand next to the Suzy Zoo growth chart, by the bathroom door, and we measured how tall you were.  We saw that some of our friends were shorter while others were tall.  We continued to measure you at the end of each marking period.  Wasn’t it fun to watch all of our friends grow?!   We began to grow and grow and grow. We grew in our height, our learning abilities, our communication, and our teamwork. 

Roots share with me all the experiences you have had.  Some of your roots pop up or are visible to me, where as others I have to dig deeper to learn about.  The neat thing is that every one of you, my friends, have roots.  Just like all flowers have roots, it is what keeps them sturdy in the ground and provides them with the strength to keep growing.  Or as a student your roots are your life experiences.  You all came into kindergarten with some life experiences.  However, none of your roots look the same.  None of you had the exact same life experiences.  This is the fun, yet challenging part of my job, as your teacher.  The first couple weeks of school I work to thoroughly understand all of your roots, all of your past experiences.  Although now as I reflect back with another close teacher, I realize that throughout the entire year I am constantly working to better understand your roots.  Your roots may share with me why on some days you are just not ready to learn, or why certain things in the classroom might make you angry, or why some friends need quiet working spots while other friends need to be encouraged to work in small groups.  You see my friends, throughout your entire life; your roots and experiences will keep growing.  It is important for me, as your teacher, to understand your roots.  I want to understand what makes you excited about learning, I want to know the areas where you feel successful, I want to know your fears so that I can work to eliminate or minimize them, I want to share with you new ways to show your families what you are learning, I want to give 100% of myself to helping you succeed and blossom as a kindergartner!  For many of you, kindergarten was where your first roots in schooling took place.  I strive to provide you with a strong and positive experience to begin your schooling career!

Soil is the home to where the flowers live.  Flowers need the soil to provide the structure, support, and care.  Soil itself is made up of different ingredients.  Some soils are very sandy, while others have lots of clay.  Soil is just like your home.  Your home consists of different structures, support, and care.  Some of you live in cottages, or trailers, or two story homes.  It does not matter where you live, it’s that you have a structure over you head; you have shelter for support and protection.  Not all of our families look the same.  Some of us live with mom and dad, while others of us live with our grandma.  Fortunately you are all blessed to live with someone that cares so much about you. I have learned that no matter what type of house you live in or whom you live with, we all have a home.  Our homes are so special to us and we are proud of our homes.  No matter how busy our families are or what things our parents’ value, in the end all of our families want to see us grow and want to support us just like the soil supports the flower. 

Parent support is something that I have communicated consistently with a colleague.  My colleague shared with me that every parent wants to care for his or her child.  However, some may need guidance on what caring looks like, some may need time, while others may have varying levels of support.  This is hard for me to comprehend because as you know I strive to provide all of you with support, comfort, and time every day at school.  I bet you all can remember our class hug!  This is just one way we show that we are all here for each other and ready to help one another out.  Remember our compliment chain? I love adding links to our chain because of the kind words that you share with each other.  Remember the quiet morning breakfasts?  I am so glad that the school allowed me to serve breakfast to some of you in my classroom, fifteen minutes before school started.  This truly provided a time for many of you to get emotionally ready to be a learner that day at school.  As you are beginning to see, I am and will always be here for YOU!  Although, I am learning that some of you are receiving the support that you need right at home.  I am so thankful for that!

The topsoil or nutrients are the added boost to help enrich the soil.  These nutrients go into the roots, which then help our flowers grow.  For teaching, the topsoil and nutrients are the teachers.  Teachers are the added resource that is essential to assist the students in growing.  I learned early on, through a reading titled Cultural Literacy and The Schools, that “some children enter school already processing the information needed to make further advance in literature culture, while others come to school lacking that information” (111).  It is my job as your teacher to supply this missing knowledge or provide the nutrients that will help enhance your motivation and intellectual self-confidence as a learner.  We as teachers have to understand that the best teaching does accommodate itself to individual differences and needs.  Some of you may need extra nutrients or extra support to grow, while others may need fewer nutrients.  This is similar to gardens in that some soil is very rich and nutritious and may need only a little bit of topsoil.  While other gardens may be in need of lots of topsoil because it is composed of mostly sand. 

All gardens need water to help the flowers grow.  Water is an essential ingredient for flowers.  Water is the learning objectives or goals in teaching.  Everywhere across the nation there is water to use to water the flowers.  Just like everywhere across our nation schools have goals that are set to help our students blossom and succeed.  I believe that it is important that schools everywhere “should share common goals but their means for achieving goals should be varied and adaptive.” (Dr. Patricia Graham).  For some of you I used the Grade Level Content Expectations (GLCES) to help guide me in what objectives I had to teach you.  For others I have begun and will continue to use the Common Core State Standards (CCSS) to help direct me in your learning goals.  The GCLES and CCSS are like the water that I need to provide you with.  Every single flower needs the essential water but some flowers need more water to help them grow.  This extra water refers to the extra time that teachers may need to spend teaching, re-teaching, or referring back upon the different learning objectives. 

As I reflect back on the idea of gardening I begin to realize just how much trial and error occurs when it comes to watering plants.  In the past three years I have been teaching kindergarten, I constantly reflect upon the lessons that I have taught.  Remember me walking around with a clipboard?  Some of you nicknamed it my new best friend and would say, “Hey Miss Meyer, don’t forget your best friend!”  This clipboard was where I would jot down how each of you were doing in grasping a particular concept.  I would make notes to myself as to who may need some extra practice on the basic concept or who may need a challenge the next time I present this topic.  I also would make notes to myself as to things that you all really enjoyed and maybe some parts of teaching that just did not go as expected.  I wanted to make sure that I was presenting learning goals to you in a meaningful and stimulating manner, in a way that you would be able to directly connect to the content.  I have learned that I need to strive to provide for you a variety of learning experiences.  These learning experiences should help you develop skills in thinking, help you work to acquire new information and learn what to do with that information, help you develop social attitudes based off of emotional situations, and help you in developing interests that are important to you.   We as teachers strive to provide the accurate amounts of water that will help you grow and blossom into a beautiful flower! 

As I am working to provide you will all the learning essentials, I have become aware of some variables that I cannot control, that will affect your growth.  These uncontrollable variables are the sun.  As a gardener we cannot say how much sun we will get each day.  We may work to plant flowers in a specific location in our garden so that they will get just the right amount of sun.  However, the sun may still shine at just the right angle to provide “additional” light on some plants.  Some days the sun may never shine and that will provide gardeners with extra struggles to keep their flowers growing.  In teaching today, I feel like we are getting more and more used to the uncontrollable variables.  Standardized tests are becoming more and more a part of our teaching and learning time together.  The stress placed on these tests is not only affecting the way that we teach but are also affecting our students.  Even in kindergarten I have to provide standardized tests.  Remember taking DIBLES or NWEA or PASI or MMLA?  We worked hard as learners to focus in so that we could perform well on these tests.  Sadly, for education today standardized tests are one variable that we still need to participate in, in order to blossom as a student. 

Finally I have made it to the flower.  The flower represents all of you at the end of the year in kindergarten.  You have blossomed into a smart learner that is ready to take on the rest of your years in school.  By the end of the year you have learned the essentials of what it looks like, feels like, and sounds like to be a student learner.   I always love the time we share on the last day of school going through our classroom slide show.  This is a time where you are sitting their reliving ALL the wonderful moments you have had in kindergarten.  This is a time we get to reflect back together on the journey each of you take in becoming a flower.  Do you remember being so shy and timid and afraid to leave your families throughout that first week of school?  Isn’t it awesome how easy and exciting school is now!  This just shows that “The flower has opened, has been in the sun and is unafraid.  I’m taking more chances, I’m bold, and proud.”  Paula Cole.  You my friends are ready to take on first grade!

As I think back to saying my goodbyes for the summer I still get emotional.  You, my friends, have made a lasting impact on my life.  I never realized that as a teacher I could become so close throughout a year as I do become with you.  The best part is watching you walk out to the busses the last day of school and waving to each of you as you get on the bus.  I sit and think back to that first day of school where I had to place each of you on your bus and in your seat.  Oh my friends, how quickly you learned the routine of our 26 busses!  You simply amazed me and continue to amaze me everyday.  Colleagues often share that I have something special that some teachers just do not have.  That something special is the time and love that I have for you all.  As I end this letter to you, I want you to take this quote with you forever.  “Love is the flower you’ve got to let grow.”  John Lennon.  I have watched you grow and will continue to watch you grow throughout your schooling career.  I love when you come back and say hello.  I know all my little seeds have blossomed into beautiful flowers and now is the time for you to take on the world! 

Love you all!
Miss Meyer

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